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yo, yo, i'm back!

back from malacca and back from i.o. camp. it was awesome, man :)

will post up pics when i have the time. gladys and i just realised that we're even busier during our hols than schooling/exam days.

busy as in more things to do. cmas play stuff, camp stuff, cg stuff, church stuff, choir stuff, htv stuff, while gladys also had city care stuff, chc kids stuff, church admin stuff. sounds little, but all is time consuming!

so now i've found the time to sit down and just well, update :)

readers, i'll be moving soon. starting next year :) new year, new blog! how appropriate! heheh.

will miss this almost two years of using vox..where i started all this blogging business. would miss using vox, but if blogspot is much better, i may not miss it? ;)

oh, how i can't wait for the new year to come! new beginnings, and exciting stuff happening in this life, this journey, this story :)

i realise how short life really really is. time passes so fast..too fast i would say. and i wanna start next year anew by making each day count, making each day productive..which i havent neccesarily been doing this year. wasted a lot of time on unnecessary things. wasted a lot of time quarelling, getting sad and angry, worrying, sleeping, fearing, rotting away, passing time, etc.

but i really hope and want to do things differently next year. i don't wanna feel tired.

most of the time, i quit or give up because i've been easily tired. physically, that is. which makes me feel very frustrated. so many things i wanna do and achieve. the spirit being willing, but the body is weak and tired.

looking forward to the new year with new hopes and new dreams. new vision and new goals. new motivation and drive. new enthusiasm and new spirit. new self, new careen.

don't worry, i'll still remain as this whacky yet sweet girl that you love ;) just more grown up as time goes by.

i wanna make an impact. am depending on God to lead me to the right path, praying about it and moving along.

am sure most of you know that i wanna go for mass comm, probably take up something media and tech-related (as i suck at it so badly) such as broadcasting or somethin. yeah it'll be interesting..but a part of me still tells me to "see how it goes". and it makes me feel rather frustrated. i never know what to do for life.

i've had so many different ambitions before. from being a nutritionist to pharmacist, from starting my own pre-school to being a tv host or something of that sort. and now, i don't know. i'll still go ahead with mass comm, and see where i flair in as i go along.

i really admire my friends or people i've met who always knew what to do since the start. and not having to waste their time wondering, thinking, planning too much, weighing the pros and cons all the time, etc. if you're like that, i wanna tell you that you're really blessed and i really wish i am like you.

but i've come across people or even leaders who tell me that most people don't know what to do as a profession all their life..and that it is normal. sigh, i just don't wanna make the wrong choices or even regret it. i am sure though that if i surrender my future to God, He won't make me go down the wrong path. :)

but i know for sure what i wanna continue doing though- that is to continue blogging til i die. hahahah :)